There is definitely a middle ground between trying to do every possible thing you can and saying fuck it I’ve gone corporate. And regardless of the truth of the matter, there is also a compromise in thinking between every little thing I do matters and nothing I do matters. If you do it and it makes you feel a tiny bit better then that’s another thing you are doing for the environment and for your own sanity. You’ve been at the far end of the spectrum doing a lot to help, it’s unlikely you have actually hit the opposite end of the spectrum. Maybe the best you can hope for is that some of your history and small actions rub off on your kids and people around you, and the next generations will be ready to fight harder, because they are going to need it.