Sasha [They/Them]

Damn, this is incredible.

I haven’t had to use a noise generator in forever, but I think the one I had let me tune it like you’ve mentioned.

These days the only time I ever need to listen to something at night is when I’m in a real bad place mentally, I usually just blast loud music on my headphones until I get too tired to think or get over it.

Might want to consider a noise complaint then, that’s awful…

You probably won’t find anything that can do much better without adding in active noise cancelling, which you can’t do. Same problem for me, I feel your pain.

Earplugs can’t completely block out sound, even if perfect ones existed, noise will still make its way through your head.

In the past I’ve just covered up whatever was bugging me with some kind of noise, often pink noise because it sounds like heavy rain. Relaxing music works too.

If I ever have a week that isn’t all over the fucking place, I think I’ll either have died or been institutionalised.

Been organising a local rally for trans rights, it’s been good meeting other queer activists and being able to put my connections to use. I’m pretty excited to see it all come together and hopefully we can announce it soon.

Still finding my dosage of ADHD meds, but noticing small improvements which has been nice. First few weeks made me feel like I was going completely insane, I completely lost control over anything I was doing and spent almost every hour of the day playing guitar, despite the pain, hunger and people who needed me. Thankfully I’m past that.

Got court in a couple of weeks, they’re forcing us to go in person for literally no reason. I’ll have to spend several hundred dollars on travel and accommodation just to be there while our amazing legal team asks for another adjournment. Stressing me out a lot and I hate feeling like a burden for the overworked lawyers.

I once spent an entire evening removing nazi homophobic posters from my uni campus, wheat paste fucking sucks to get off even with water. I had a spray bottle with me and for most of them I had to just scratch off the worst parts and leave them up.

I’m realising now that my journey to becoming a radical leftist did in fact start with me getting a speedrun world record.

Gender is expressed as an N dimensional vector in the tangent space at a point on a larger N dimensional pseudo-Riemannian gender manifold.

Travelling on a path through this manifold can act to rotate your gender identity once you arrive at a new point so be careful where you step, some paths are known to crack eggs.

Mapping the manifold onto a 2D socially constructed gender Cartesian plane introduces singular points and so is considered a dangerous and largely useless construction.

Leaving the instance or blocking someone isn’t transphobic, but not respecting their pronouns is. It’s that simple.