I already told you how it all started in my previous posts, but now it’s different because I started having sex with him, before he only gave me blowjobs and now I started fucking his ass. I have to admit that it’s a very nice thing to do, I’ve never fucked a butt before, I’ve always fucked pussies.
and I’m a little confused, because it started for money [not counting the jerk off we did in college watching porn] and I feel absolutely nothing for him other than friendship and brotherhood, he doesn’t attract me at all but I enjoy fucking him, although it’s not as satisfying as doing it with a woman.
and I realized that what I enjoy is having a man on a par dominated and in my power. that makes me horny and I don’t know why.
You can be horny to get off and not attracted to someone. It doesn’t make you gay (not that there’s anything wrong with being gay). I love ass sex with women and it doesn’t feel the same, I agree. Cheers.