I had a skirt and eggly convinced myself it was a manly man skirt and i was just defying gender norms. My therapist told me to explore the gender stuff and i tried polish with the skirt and it was just like explosions of gender euphoria in my head every time i looked down and felt the soft swishy and saw the pretty sparkly.

Now skirts with toe paint are like anti depressants for me it’s impossible to look down and see the swish and paint and not feel delighted.